LaSt dAy oF sChooL !!!!!!!

Sigh.. today a bit sad.. cos itz the last day of school.. n we'll be changing classes next sem.. dunno if will be able to see all the of them next sem.. sigh.. only got close to them this two weeks.. n will have to be separated already.. haiyo.. haha.. quite she3 bu4 de2 the class.. but no choice lah.. now oso dunno wad to sae.. juz noe will miss them e next sem.. really hope we will keep in contact..
anyway.. went to cafe cartel for cindy's treat.. really ate a lot.. shouldn't have ordered the jumbo combo plus the pizza plus the ribs.. dunno how we managed to finish the entire thing.. haha.. but lay kuan can really eat.. haha.. glad cindy had a surprise when she saw e cake.. haha..but cafe cartel's food is really nice.. at least i "fulfilled one wish".. have at least 5 more to go.. haha.. dunno if there will be ppl to accompany me.. and my bloody ankle is starting to pain me again.. dunno y the hell it chose to starting acting up at this time.. not that there is ever a good time.. but y act up at all right? and i haven't done a thing to strain it or wadeva.. it juz started to pain me when i was walking.. sigh.. but should i tell them my parents? cos if i tell them.. they'll sure want me to go to the sensei.. n it'll cost like 20 bucks per visit.. n i dun think my ankle will recover with a visit.. so how?
anyway, thinking abt tb040 again.. had a lot of fun with them.. dun think will be able to meet anybody like them.. haha.. i like wad sentimental freak.. juz hope everybody will turn up for the bbq next week..
was reading cc n rena's blog juz now.. and they had this volleyball competition n could play volleyball for their sports&wellness.. n it was then that i found out how much i miss volleyball.. really hate that feeling.. cos volleyball is a game that not much ppl noe how to play.. so itz like itz so damn difficult to find sb to paly with.. n would need a ball n a reasonably large space to play in.. so i hate missing vball.. but there's no choice.. sigh.. when i read their blog.. couldn't stand reading anymore.. cos was so damn jealous.. haha.. act for the class outing? i chose sentosa cos at least there'll be a chance that we'll be playing beach vball.. so guess that's gone now.. sigh........................ so sad leh... but have to stop moping ard already.. cos e exams are coming..
Hope can see a lot of them this holiday.. muz have a lot of outings kay....

I saw him!

I can't believe i saw him again after all these years.. act, itz not years.. but please be assured that it has been quite long.. abt a yr or so already.. N at sch of all places.. act, shouldn't be surprised that he's there cos there was e inter-varsity volleyball match n brandon n xinfu was playing.. n those 2 guys were from TP.. guess he juz went there to take a look.. N now i'm blaming myself why i didn't follow my feelings n join e organising team for the vball matches.. sigh~ anyway, he hasn't changed much.. looks pretty mush the same.. 'cept that he was wearing a cap, so couldn't see his face v well.. but elizabeth said that he wasn't bad looking.. haha.. but that's a pretty general statement.. she also said he would look better if he had more build.. but think he's not bad now.. considering that he was quite skinny when he was sec2.. haha.. anyway, ruiling was wih them too.. she saw me.. i know she recognized me.. but guess she wasn't that inclined to at least greet or smile at me.. i know she recognised me 'cos she looked at me for a long while.. & after we walked passed each other when i looked back to confirm wad i saw, they guys were looking back.. so i guess she told them she saw this girl from xinmin vball or wadeva.. in any case, she knew me, knew tt i recognised her (cos i smiled at her), but didn't wan to greet me..
so guess that's the last time i'll see him for a long time.. haha.. called jane after i saw him.. she asked if my heart did beat a tad faster when i saw him.. i can't say it did.. but i oso cannot say it didn't.. so be welcomed to draw wadeva conclusions u have abt my feelings for him right now..
if u sae i still have some for him.. den it'll be quite silly, cos it has been like 2 yrs.. it is absurd.. don't u think? Esp those hu know wad really happened during those days.. Lucky not many know.. haha.. anyway, he's part of the past now.. i won't ever see him again.. & if u're reading this n think i still like him n know him personally or thru somebody, pls keep this to urself or i'll help u stuff it up ur ass, thank you very much. haha.. sorry for e crudeness.. (The "haha" was there to lighten e atmosphere, but i'm still serious) Anyway, not many ppl know hu i'm toking abt.. so it beta not get ard else i'll noe hu spread it.. i know i sound really angry n fierce n defensive right now.. but i really, seriously don't like ppl talking behind my back.. i didn't like it then, n i don't like it now.. ya, i noe.. nobody likes ppl talking behind their back.. but i've had enough of blatant lies n transparent "acting" back then.. so pls dun act as if i'm stupid.. if u're speculating some things abt me, come ask me.. i'm not "blissfully unaware" of those things.. n i won't eat u up.. i can't believe that after 2 yrs of spending time together everyday u guys still don't understand me.. guess that was too much to ask..

bUsy BuSy bUsY...

This few days really quite busy.. n think itz onli going to get busier.. cos have to rush the econs thing.. n after that still have to do the comm skills report writing.. n have to study for the semestral exams n teach thow hwee chinese.. haha.. his chinese really sucks.. anyway, hope i can finish everything on time.. oh ya, still have to find a holiday job.. sigh~ then now no money liao.. spent almost all on food.. unnecessary stuff.. n wed n thurs will have to spend again.. think will spend at least 50 bucks.. aiyo... really bankrupt liao.. haha.. N i have so many things i wan to buy!! A laptop, an ipod, an adidas slingbag, charlesnkeith slippers.. sooo many.. really die arh.. anyway, saw a lot of ppl yday.. saw weikit n samuel.. samuel's cuter.. haha.. mayb cos of his dressing.. lucky they din see me.. haha.. then saw derek.. was on his way home after dinner.. this 2 days keep seeing him.. haha..

$mY MonEy...$ hahaha~

Know why my title is the above? itz cos i wasted my 7 bucks on cab fare yday.. sigh~ but guess it was inevitable.. cos i didn't want my grp members to wait for too long.. n i was already feeling damn guilty for misplacing the progress report n not being there for the meeting.. then in e end sophia announced that the progress report was with her.. haha.. but didn't feel much lah.. it isn't really her fault anyway.. cos didn't remember that i passed the progress report to her anyway.. n we didn't really tell her what we wanted.. sigh~ can onli blame myself for not remembering.. haha..

3 mIsSinG... 

wItH mY buLLy, WeI LiN 

HaPpY tEacHeRs' DaY~!

Had some fun yesterday seeing people whom i have not seen in a looooong time.. like josephine, weilin, hanting and a lot others.. found out that everybody has changed.. A LOT.. haha.. really.. esp the girls.. it seems like everybody is prettier now.. n some of the boys.. guess people do change n become matured.. anyway, found the performance really boring.. except for the teachers' performance which was really funny n touching..saw most of the teachers.. thay haven't changed much.. which is to be expected.. haha.. took quite a few pictures too.. which was great.. cos have nv taken a pic with josephine b4.. haha.. and that weilin is still bullying me.. haha.. at least i bullied her a little yday.. hahaha~ saw thow hwee and had quite a long chat with him.. he has changed a lot.. more than anybody i saw that day.. haha.. now so ang moh pai.. have to speak perfect eng to him.. haha.. still found a bit of the old thow hwee in him.. but he has really changed a lot..anyway, wish him all the best..

Then after that went to kbox with meihui rena and cheng2.. sang for a full 5 hrs.. haha.. saw e guy rena n cheng2 were so crazy abt.. not bad lah.. haha.. and he was quite nice to us lah.. cos he gave us an additional bowl of titbits.. haha.. anyway, sang until our throats were dry.. but we onli had a glass of drinks.. so had to suffer through.. haha.. and actually wanted to service my phone.. but found that the shop has closed down or is renovating or wadeva.. so couldn't.. hai~ so sad.. haha..

with Mrs. Yim 

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